Sometimes i just don’t want to talk to anyone. Not even my closest, dearest friends. It’s not a bad feeling, just feel like i need the quiet to regroup, maybe read but do something other than have a conversation with anyone else. Communication is really a difficult thing. People talk to each other all the time, and it does seem to work a lot of the time. But there are many times we think we understand what another person is saying, and we don’t, not really. We hear everything through our own filters, I believe that’s natural, and I’m not sure how one avoids that completely.
Also, I hear myself say things, and I’m not sure why I said them, or what purpose they serve in the conversation. When they were just ideas forming in my mind, they sounded good and appropriate. Then, something got way lost in translation between thought and actual speech.